i have so much regret inside myself.
i feel so useless.
spent so much time being angry with him.
wasted so much time,
when i was susposed to love him.
how could i be so stupid?
how could i let anger blind my eyes?
how could i hate him?
Hate has poisoned our relationship..

the stupid things we do for love.

does it take a whole lot of blood to start loving and caring for your loved ones?

Alyssa, you are the stupidest girl that ever lived.
The disappointment I feel in you far exceeds any disappointment I've ever felt.

Alyssa