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Wednesday, January 28, 2009 ♥ 12:17 AM This day, I thankfully accept all of the good things that are coming my way. This day is full of excitement, love, energy, health and prosperity. This day, people are calling on me to be of service to them and I respond by giving my very best. This day, I think and practice health in my life, refusing to accept anything less than perfect health. This day, I accept the abundance and prosperity that is mine and willingly share it with others. This day, I focus on the moment and give no thought to the past or to the future. This day, I spend in total enjoyment of what I do. This day, I fill with loving thoughts and actions toward all other people and myself. This day, I spend in grateful appreciation of all that is mine. This day, this hour, this minute, this moment, all that I have and I choose to use it in celebration. Saturday, January 17, 2009 ♥ 11:32 PM is my life just set up for disappointments and uncertainty? or am I just too much of a pessimist and demanding of myself? what am I brought into this world for? is this why God is here for? or is this why there is God? u tell me. because im lost. Alyssa Sunday, January 11, 2009 ♥ 11:07 PM  because there is none like you; because you complete me; because you bring out the best in me; Love Alyssa
♥ 10:47 PM    I have been blogging for years!!! But I never realised that there was an option to upload 5 pictures at a time... so for the previous post, I waited like donkey years to upload that 15 pictures ONE by ONE! Speechless Alyssa
♥ 9:44 PM Date: 6th January 2009 Venue: Boon Tong Kee @ Boon Keng (not Balestier) Who came: Wee family, Yeo family, Ah Ma & Ah Gong Occasion: Because we're hungry.                I have tons more pictures to upload from my new camera, so sorry that this post is late! Love Alyssa Saturday, January 10, 2009 ♥ 1:39 PM Today is the 10th of January.. I'm due at his house for dinner later.. 2009 has started off with a big bang of change.. of new beginnings.. too new.. too foreign.. that im finding it hard to even find my stance and be myself.. i feel like im constantly struggling to swim against the current.. or else i'll be swept away by it.. i feel like i have to push aside everything else that i care about.. just to concentrate fully on this one thing in order to keep up with it, which i dont even know if its really worth all this 'work' and effort.. and this seriously messes up my life balance... even though there are things i should be happy for, i realise that essentially inside, im pretty unhappy.. i hope its due to the changes and it will pass... i hope i find my balance soon... i hope i find what i really want soon... but i need to thank God for one person who was there for me yesterday night.. i know that there are alot of things that must be worked out between us... actually im happy when u told me that my mum already regard you as her son-in-law... but i dunno what's wrong with me.. that i always speak the opposite when im tired... thanks for being my comfort through these tough times.. and i know that u will be my strength and constantly push me on.. for that is the only reason besides feelings that we are still together today... i love you.. we are coming near to spending half a year together already.. even if we did spend 5 apart.. but thanks for coming back.. and for making me stay.. i knew i could count on you... i know i can count on you... Love Alyssa Thursday, January 8, 2009 ♥ 10:05 PM He's coming back tomorrow! He's Coming Back Tomorrow! HE'S COMING BACK TOMORROW! Love Alyssa ♥ 10:00 PM  No wonder gahment sucks. LOLS! Love Alyssa
♥ 5:39 PM sitting in a foreign desk in a foreign place, i miss somebody. someone who has a crazy infectious loud laughter that i swear you can almost hear from level 1 to level 2... or 3... or 4... someone who loves to share with me a whole shitload of 'interesting' websites... someone who got me addicted to Gossip Girl... someone who 'whines' and frets about work alot... someone who complains to me about the *scratches neck in a upwards fashion* guy... someone who gave me a '1 dollar' key lock thing and wanted to say something corny like you are the lock and im the key, we shall never part... someone who lights up the office literally with her presence... someone who provides me with FREE mango icecream ^^ someone who just called me today to ask me about my new job... someone who shares with me her work frustrations and listens to mine in return... someone who frequently visits me in the cold mortuary... lols... someone i love to bits and pieces!!! the list goes on and on.... and she is none other than Grace! Love Alyssa
Monday, January 5, 2009 ♥ 5:49 AM its 5.50am. the alarm rings. but i am awake. woke up at 5am. feeling pretty scared. and i just know... im gonna miss Dangling, Slut, Loser, Moron, Bra & brace up Ass! cool.. now we're color-coded.. too bad i cant tell u guys this at lunch over daitee no more.. Wish Me Luck & Nerves of Steel Alyssa Friday, January 2, 2009 ♥ 1:07 AM To the <3 of my life: I've walked alone and.. felt as if no one cared All the days, so dark and dim.. But it's like the rays of the sun somehow came down To shine, when you were around And I always thought that I'd Never find that one.. To make me feel Forever Young.. But if I had one wish, my life to share Would be with you and no one else If I had open arms.. Would you have a heart to spare? If ever you want me near.. I'll be there to run and say I'm there Givin' you someone that understands And a love that will never end I can be all that you need and more.. It's time I know.. I swear, never again.. See I think it's love, I've fallen in.. And I can't figure it out, the way It's amazing how you surround me, By the touch of your hand, if I could.. Everything I'd write, and the blue skies Form me in your eyes to see.. Together you & me, Forever Young Together you & me will be.. Forever young.. Love Alyssa |
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