we were given two hands to hold
two legs to walk
two eyes to see
two ears to listen
but why only one heart?

because the other one was given to someone for us to find.


im feeling really lost right now.
i know im not susposed to even blame you.
and im sorry for what i said.

i just feel really angry at myself.
i feel really upset.
i dunno what to think.
i have this scared feeling deep inside of me.
this feeling of getting left behind.
this feeling of being an underachiever all over again.
i dun wanna be nothing.

i wish you would understand.
i dun wanna feel small inside.
but no matter what..
i still thank god for having u near me.
for being ever so caring and all.

when u werent online.
i was waiting n waiting for u.
but when u came online.
i felt scared again and wanted to push u away.
now im stuck and i dunno what to do or say.
but please dun leave me alone.

Alyssa


Like a ghost don't need a key
Your best friend I've come to be
Please don't think of getting up for me
You don't even need to speak
When I've been here for just one day
You'll already miss me if I go away
So close the blinds and shut the door
You won't need other friends anymore

If you're cold I'll keep you warm
If you're low just hold on
Cause I will be your safety
Oh don't leave home

Love
Alyssa





One day I was walking past Watson's when something caught my eye. It was a pack of strawberry flavoured straws for about $1.95 if I didn't remember wrongly. I think there was about 5 straws inside. Anyways, these are called SipAhh straws because you take a sip and then say Ahh! Now, I see them selling at 7-11 too for about 80 cents each with a variety of flavours such as Chocolate, Cookies and Cream, etc. Wouldn't it be weird to stick a Chocolate flavoured one into chocolate flavoured milk? Haha, well on to the tutorial on...




Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

izzit?

Death, a friend that alone can bring the peace his treasures cannot purchase, and remove the pain his physicians cannot cure.

Alyssa


on my only day of unpaid leave...

i feel like going to work!
i miss my cats!

i loveeeee them.

xD

Love
Alyssa


august is here.

my blog lacks substance.
but life's been pretty good.
i hope it stays that way.
light up my life.

no more emo thoughts.
no more facades.
no more bittersweetness.
no more riddles.

work has been work.
thank God Jomer's back today.
i miss him so much. (for obvious reasons)
took leave today since i was having sore eyes.

oh and i accidently ate Mopiko.
don't ask.. its dumb.
apparently i have like 18 terribly itchy itchy mosquito bites on my legs..
and a kind thoughtful soul bought me Mopiko..
it helps =)

Thanks.

wake me up when september january comes.

Love
Alyssa