Wednesday, June 4, 2008 10:00 PM

time and time again..
i screw things up with my emotions..
i thought we would be different..
that we could stay best friends and ___rs..

i feel so broken..
as though ive learnt the world's greatest darkest secrets again..
i dont wanna accept it..
but i feel that i have no choice but to..

becoz im afraid of losing u..
im afraid to turn to u..
for fear of hurting u..

if only i was braver.

im crashing down to groundzero..
reality really hurts..
what is ____?
what are u?

If i dont even understand ____,
can i handle a relationship..
and can i ____ u?
i really want to but i duno how anymore..

Regards,
Alyssa