woke up at 7.46am due to a really scary nightmare..
never knew that insecurity transcends through sleep in the subconscious mind as well..

just after i comforted JH over her nightmare..
and now i got one..
bit hard to believe my own words that nightmares usually protray the opposite of life..

in my nightmare..
i felt so utterly helpless and destitude..
it felt so real..
im afraid. im afraid. im afraid.

sometimes sleep doesnt feel like a solution..
dont turn the other way.
please...

Love
Alyssa