Have you ever felt like nothing before and when you look deep into your heart, what lies inside is only fear.. tinged with the melanchony of sadness. Like a overpowering beast with glowing red eyes, it stares back at you with a taunting smirk and bares its razor-sharp teeth, challenging.. daring you to take a step.. just make a move. 'It will pass.', it continually whispers this blatant lie inside your head. While at the same time, it engulfs you in its bittersweet embrace, dragging you down into the dark crevasses of the battered remnants of your life force where you relive your greatest disappointments on replay. It manipulates your mind freely like a well-strung puppet, relishing in its control on you. It rejoices in each moment of victory and in seeing you grow more puppet-like each day. It wants you to be so weak mentally that you throw everything out the window, especially things or people you love and care about and believe that being desolute and lousy is what you deserve. It just wants you to lose yourself but it does not want to lose you, so it constantly feeds you lies, keeping you just strong enough to live each day and leading you on to think it's just a phase when the only true promise it gives is of eternal damnation.