Don't waste your time on someone who feels that he's wasting his time on you.

Wise words indeed, reiterated to me by Hilda.

Sometimes, I have no idea what I am doing anymore. I am constantly throwing myself away to include him. Constantly fawning over him and everything, giving him the stability, security and support he needs. Yes, I may not be the perfect gf but I was there for him. Yet, each time again, he disappoints me. I am just sad to say that after all we have been through, we are just at the point where we are both tired to carry on or resolve things. We, or I, need closure.

I have no idea how the future will pan out, don't ask me. I know I am an irritating soft-hearted girl who sets her heart up for disappointments. Sue me then.

On to other things, I am starting my new workout tomorrow, have to pay 352 dollars, blahs! And there's about 26 more days till my last day of work and too many things to complete.

Went to look at hamsters the other day but since I can't keep any, here's some cute hamsters photos to keep you me happy...

Okay, that's it for now.

Love,
Alyssa