Oh well, realise that I have not been updating this blog for a super long time. Cobwebs, yadda yadda yawns...

Before I start on my lengthy update of my super boring life accordingly to my very angsty point of view, I would just like to say that I cannot stand myself at times. Today, I suddenly had the inspiration to start a new blog on tumblr, like the latest breakthrough in blogging. However, I'm much too used to blogspot, livejournal and wordpress to fully understand how tumblr works. And I am pretty much lazy to explore it to find out. But that wasn't the first of my problems. It was coming up with a good blog name. My inspiration to create a new blog depleted exponentially with my inability to come up with a name. So I ended up not creating one and not blogging. But hearing that G has started blogging today re-inspired me, so here I am. I would just like to to say that after using so many platforms (with the exception of the expired Diaryland), blogspot still presents the best customization without paying. :D The only downside is that you cannot lock a post. (Hello blogger, work on that!)

On to my life, I spend each day on a mood rollercoaster. As the people around me have come to know about, I recently made a huge decision to leave. So what is Alyssa going to do in future?! Truth is, Alyssa doesn't know either. Sometimes, I feel regret and sadness that I'm leaving but other times, I'm just plain glad that I made this decision. Just yesterday on my actual birthday, I actually had to go through the following: 1) tantrums thrown by 2 GUYS and 2) eye make-up (blue eyeshadow) criticized by OCM!

The conversation went like this... its in Chinese so I just intepret & translate la okay... not perfect but you get the drift okay:


Fucking irritating right?! Hello? Leave me alone can! Either God is testing me or I have really sucky _____. At least the horror is ending soon.

Thinking back, I used to enjoy blogging and I really love this blog name. I realise that my previous posts were when I just started out at my company. And now I'm leaving... time really flies. (but just not fast enough now!)

Now that I have recently turned 21 yesterday, living in this world and discovering many new things, I am glad that even if I might feel that I have not accomplished anything in my life, this year has been more of an adventure than my last few.

I would also like to include a shout-out to my dearest best friend Hui-Peng for a beautiful touching blog post dedicated to me! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH GIRL! ♥

So hopefully I would keep up this blogging stint for months to come.

Love with a tinge of angst,
Alyssa Wee